MY WHY

After months of rigorous testing and cardiac MRI’s , Just a few days before my first daughter was born , at 28 years old sitting next to my pregnant wife in a cold dull doctors office I was told I unfortunately have right sided heart failure . At the time I didn’t know what that meant for me and it sent me down the most depressing and dark rabbit hole I have ever been in my entire life . Biggest risk with my particular heart condition is random sudden cardiac death (I KNOW!!! THE WORST SENTENCE OF ALL TIME😭😭) but with that being said , and with the fear of something bad happening , I figured the best thing I could do is FILM EVERYTHING. All of the ups and downs in life , all of the slow mundane Mondays in the shop, all of the long drives , all of the good vibes on the boats , the dates with my wife , everything . I decided to lock in all of these memories specifically in long form format so that my wife and children will be able to watch the back one day . Especially my children , as they grow older if I’m not around anymore they will be able to learn me and who I was at this time In their lives . 

of course we have fun around here , and sometimes we have to handle business ! But the why remains the same , I will always make videos to secure memories in time , for my family ! 

Even if you are still here in old age , being able to sit back and watch thousands of hours of life with your family at a younger age is priceless 

I’m here every day , the good and the bad , I put it all out there , it’s easy to be vulnerable with a why like this 

cheers friend !